i've been finding myself in a peculiar state of mind.
it's a numbness beyond feeling numb, an utter nothingness.
i feel as if i'm drowning in it, my lungs are filling up with nothingness.
i've been taking breaks from everything.
i don't know how to explain but i haven't been in the proper state of mind for
reading, writing, or watching films.
drawing, painting, creating are different stories altogether.
i feel elated at every little moment of clarity.
every film i'm able to sit through till the end.
every word read (i was able to finish the life of Pi after two months of labor, and i hated it)
at every page in my journal that had the fortune of not being thrown away like garbage.
i won't be around for a long, long time.
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