psilocybin

i can't remember at which point i lost my mind

i just remember realizing how little anything matters

how many truths there are to discover 

and how absolutely fucking beautiful life is

i remember crying of joy at the fractal patterns appearing on the walls

crying of joy at how much more depth there is to everything

how much more there is than what meets your eye!

i remember thinking, 'this is what it feels like to be completely insane!'

'this is alice in the depth of her rabbit hole!'

i remember knowing so many things, so many wise, wise things.

and if this is what it feels like to lose your mind,

there are so many other things to gain.

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